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2008-07-29T08:17:00.001+08:00

ILOVE YOU!

2008-07-29T08:17:00.000+08:00

ILOVE YOU!

2007-08-10T12:01:00.001+08:00

I'm closing my blog & switch to xanga.
cos i can't blog in blogger.
There's some errors.
I'll notify you guys soon.
Meanwhile if you happen to pass by,
re-link me pls ! :D

Thanks many many.
Loves*

xanga.com/stspxd

Goooooooooooooooodbyee ! {:
P/S : Thanks Jieying for posting. :D

2007-08-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

Damn comp larhs.
Seriously i can't load blog page luhs.
Might ask somebody to hlp me with it.
And i'm gonna re-format again. ):
RAWHHHHHHHHHHHHS*

MONDAY

Actually there's some photos to be upload.
Hopefully i can barhs.
I'm not sure either for th tyme being. {:

Met Geokleng after sch,
chatted a while at s11 tgt.
Then went off to AMK Polyclinic by cab.
Waited for damn long larhs.

Seen th doctor, gotten my MC.
Headed to have PizzaHut.
That LauGeokLeng has that tempting. ==
Had a full meal ~ :S

I have her funny photos.
She threaten me not to upload.
Don't worry,
i can't even upload luhs. :X

Went to one of th HDB,
chatted while smoking.
Headed home after that. :D

TUESDAY

Headed to sch for bus.
Travel to East Coast Park.
Was with Pamela etc etc on one side.
Cos we are on MC, didn't run. :X

Cheered & chatted ard larhs.
And i was like so high in singing th song.
Ppl running might feel hot,
but rather i feel cold standing thr. :X

Yingchin & Gayan was like so slow larhs.
Walked almost all th day luhs.
If they really ran, it's easy to get top 10 i think. {:
A pity luhs, last yr alr.

And once again, RED HOUSE TOP TODAY.
CONGRATS X100000000
Was uber high luhs.
Thought we couldn't win,
but many certainly made our house proud. {:{:{:

Cab down to s'goon with shiyin, yude & mengshan.
Th cab fare was pretty okays larhs.
And took 315 back home luhs.
I almost left my keys in shiyin's bag larhs.

Headed for my movie day.
ALLLLLLLLONNNNNNNNNNEEEEE :D
Waited for all to arrive.
Rush to Jubilee & buy th ticket.

I kept shouting like hell in th cinema larhs.
Meichin scared me too.
Th sound effect totally scares me off luhs.
Many part i didn't watch either,
cos i'm covering my eyes luhs.
I find it too horrible larhs.

Saw only some gross part.
It had hung over my thoughts for sometimes.
AWW ! ):
But overall th movie was pretty nice.
I finally understd what's th twist & turn Marisa meant. {:

Jieying was damn brave cans !
Don't even need to cover luhs.
Whenever i cover, i will ask her what happen.
Thus she has to watch everything. :X
BRAVE BAILEI OF MINE. *satisfied

Fone is gonna spoil larhs.
SERVICING PLS ~

WEDNESDAY

National day celebration.
Wore that damn red tee, quite big for me. :X
Thanks Yingchin anws. {:

Met Gayan & Yingchin @ s11.
Accompany Jieying up a while.
Headed to sch after that.

Th celebration was kinda lame.
Rather kept playing larhs.
And i enjoy th singing luhs. {:
Eventually th last yr alr larhs.

Hearts' string day.
Pretty fun, yet nth much.
Jieying's that cedarian, damn cute larhs.
I'm sure many girls likes him.
And yes, i mention he's damn sociable luhs.

Sat at s11 a while.
Headed to interchange with Shiyin.
She accompany me to wait for bus.
She's such a nag larhs. :X

Keep calling me to quit smoking.
Still doodle with my lighter luhs.
I'm looking forward to Friday.
I'm kinda of success to persuade Hongjie to go.
Shaoren might go too ? =/

Mengshan damn attitude larhs.
Want attitude, you approach th wrong grp.
We ain't any better to be fooled with. {:
Especially th GagaTai,
she scolded Mengshan ~ *Cheers

Back home alr.
And my blog, i still can't get in.
Perhaps i'll just re-format it again. ):
Sorry that many photos couldn't be uploaded.
Gooooodbye. {:

2007-08-05T11:20:00.000+08:00

Rawhs, re-formated my comp.
And now i can't get into blogger alr.
I think i might end up creating blog,
at other kinda of better website. =/
I don't knw either.

Gotten hlp from Jieying to hlp me post.
Thus have to thanks her many many. :D
DAMN COMP, I MIGHT JUST THRASH IT ONE DAY.

I wanna blog ytd yet can't luhs.
My mind is kinda empty now.
Cos i wanna watch movie ! :D
I think i might just cancel my tuition.
Lit & Maths ain't done yet.
I don't think i'm doing too.

Ytd morning, geokleng woke me up.
Chat, wenkai was in th conversation too.
She say geokleng kinda desperate,
then i tell geokleng.
Then he fucking say i big mouth.
So be it larhs hor,
best yingchin nvr accept you lehs. :X
DULANS*

Was active in friendster since fri.
And i did reply almost all th comments.
*CLAPS
But now i'm still as exhuasted.
I feel like slp-ing again. :X

Was on th fone with Geokleng ytd nyte.
I was thinking whether would thr be a chance with him again.
I knw it's impossible,
yet i feel like asking luhs.
Geokleng say i might end up crying. ):

It's been weeks that i made myself better,
yet th memories still stays.
Th destiny still triggers.
I do hate to admit that i miss him.
OH MY ! GOD GRACIOUS !

Geokleng view-ed his profile.
Say that he machiam look like Edmund.
I was like laughing over th fone larhs.
I almost forgotten th presence of Edmund luhs. :X
Hope he's doing well. :D

Gayan chng her fone alr, to 5200.
Fucking goood cans !
I want that fone too larhs. :X
I hate my 6233 now, it's so lagging larhs. ):

I can't think of any to blog.
I wanna watch my movie. :D
LAU GEOK LENG, DON'T BE LATE ON MONDAY.
SEE YOU TMR THEN. {:
Anticipating th week of no-study. :DDDDDDD
Gooooooooooooooooodbyeeee. {:{:{:

2007-08-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

Woahs, i'm finally back again.
I realise i didn't blog since sat.
Shall do it now,
since i'm out of sch early today. :D

Not much ppl was in sch today luhs.
Shall not elaborate why then.
It's utterly bored in sch,
i almost fell aslp in every lessons.

POA tyme, sat beside Shiyin,
then i knw smth luhs.
I was damn furious abt it luhs.
Social studies tyme,
was busy writing those little notes larhs.
Thanks ppl for all ur lil notes. (:

Prelims is like so fast luhs.
Can i just turn back th tyme ?!
Have to rush eng & lit today barhs.
RAWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS*
Can die derhs luhs.

Friendster i didn't reply much.
I'm sorry ppl,
kinda busy these days larhs.
Oh, finally i've watched Haunted Sch & Spiderlilies.
I kept shouting while watching Haunted Sch.
But it's damn nice okays. :DDDDD

And to that whoever,
you almost made me cried.
I can't believe such a friend can do such things.
If you wanna jiaowei so much,
don't do it within us.

You don't wanna go can don't go.
Do you need to ask ppl not to go,
and head out with you.
Saying so what if you're going,
if you ain't in a mood to go.
And say prelims are here,
cannot go shopping when you plan to.

I'm so devastated i admit.
If she* didn't ask me not to scold you,
i would have done so earlier.
You are giving some kind of attitude.
WE DON'T OWE YOU THAT.

That's all.
I'm gonna have my rest soon,
and go for mugging again. (:
Gooodbye. :D

2007-07-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

Okays, i'm FINALLY back home.
Deadly exhausted ~
But i'm going to do my hw later. :D
I'm so alert now somehow.
I do admit, i little drunk too.
My eyes are like burning. :X

Woke up in th morning,
meet up with Yingchin & Gayan.
Studied at Bishan library.
Th library was open for 15 mins or so,
and it's full of ppl occupying th seats.
I was saying that most probably they spend their nyte thr. =/

Okays, didn't really studies.
Listening to music & chit-chatting.
That's why tonight i need to mug hard. :X
Next tyme be more focus alrights. :D

Wenkai came down,
kinda isolated him larhs. :X
I wanna laugh yet can't,
THAT DAMN YINGCHIN'S FAULT.
Then went to take money & buy smth.
Took cab home. (:

Yingchin, if you really like him.
Go ahead, don't be afraid of getting hurt or what luhs.
Sometimes being selfish or narrow-minded is better,
somehow you might end up with better decision.
Gayan & i feels that you shld grab this chance. :D

Cabbed down to Clarke Quay after a while.
Had dinner @ Jumbo ~ :D
Such sometimes since i've gone thr.
It's pretty okay i think.
I drank so much red wine,
till my eyes are like burning.
My cousin then stopped me ! :X

My uncle intro him a china gal larhs,
i was pretty unhappy.
I don't knw why either. =/
I didn't fall for him okays.
Then ended up chatting luhs.
Th two B's Bronson & Benedict are great larhs. :D
I'm blessed to have them ard me. (:

Actually wanna go for a walk with them.
But if so, i'll have to go home alone.
Although they say can send me home,
but i don't want larhs.
So took cab back home with my parents. (:

Benedict was so gooooood ~
He stood shorter than me purposely,
let me shuang yi xia. :D
He's th best entertainer plus cousin.
Whoever wins these two bros' heart,
th gal would be forever lucky i swear.

I'm fucking pissed off over smth.
I still can rmb what yingchin & i said ;
Hongster pak buey toh !
And yes, it's true.
Go ard adding my friends larhs.
I'll give you hell sooner or later.
Jieying was right,
true colours would be shown as tyme goes. :D

I can't think of any to blog lerhs.
I'm like so dizzy now alr.
Some photos updating,
goodbye. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-07-27T16:39:00.001+08:00

It's once again Friday. :D
Th day that triggers me tightly.
Th day that smoothen my mood.
Th day i'm engrossed over some stuff. (:

Uploaded song finally.
But it's pretty lag, i'm sorry abt it.
It's all becos of iwebmusic,
it doesn't have this song.
Damn Wenkai also don't want hlp me ! ):

I was laughing while playing badminton.
Thus running left & right hitting back.
Damn Shiyin still want to make me laugh worse.
And stand thr to wait for me to laugh finish. :X
I kept laughing and asking,
why ppl play basketball need to take off shoes.

Khup money with Jieying & Jingkai to buy cig.
Jingkai bought Pall Mall.
I don't like it larhs but nvm. :X

Tmr would be a busy day.
Morning have to go to th library with Yingchin.
Most probably Gayan & that damn STUPID WENKAI is coming.
Working on Lit & Eng again. =/
Might be meeting Chermaine to pei her down to Compass,
she wants to buy heels marhs.
But she's unwell, can't confirm either.

Tmr evening, would be at Clarke Quay.
Having dinner thr,
since it's my grandmother's b'day or sth. [:

MT lesson, kept using Pohseng's bag to use hp.
Cos msg kept coming in marhs.
Oh, i sense sth weird abt somebody.
And i went to tell Yingchin abt it,
YINGCHIN SHARED TH SAME THOUGHTS AS ME.
I'm having phobia towards him alr. :X

That's all then.
I'm so exhausted alr.
Let me have a nice nice rest. (:
Below is th lyrics of Shut Up & Drive.
I love this song plenty plenty okays. :DD
Goodbye.

I've been looking for a driver who's qualified
So if you think that you're the one step into my ride
I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
With a sunroof top and a gangster lean

So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night

Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five
Baby you got the keys-

Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

I got class like yo' 57 cadillac
Got all the drive but a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle whats under my hood
You keep saying that you will boy I wish you would

So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night

Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five
Baby you got the keys-

Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

Cos you play the game, got what I got (Get it Get it)
Don't Stop It's a sure shot
Aint no ferrari huh boy I'm sorry
I ain't even worried
So step inside and ride
(ride, ride, ride, ride, ride...)

So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night

Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five
Baby you got the keys-

Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)

2007-07-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

I'm back again.
Aww, i've been damn busy these days.
I'm sorry if i haven't reply tags on tyme. (:

Things has been happening non-stop.
Whatever it is, i'm not gonna elaborate.
Perhaps not making Gayan in a difficult position. :D

Sch was nothing luhs.
Ms Kodi is finally back in sch,
after 2 days of absent.
Well, once back, full of new rules. =/
But i can see she's still v ill luhs.

Finally cross country had chng its venue.
@ East Coast ~
Aww, i don't think i'm participating.
Years since i've done so. :X
Ms Kodi said out th time line,
our english oral is damn near.
After our national day mass rest. ):

I'm always weak at english oral.
Perhaps it's that damn pictue conversation.
If not i think i might score quite well for my prelims oral. ><

Physics tyme, kept playing.
Ended up kena scolding by Mrs Ee.
RAWHHHHHHHHS* :X
Kept playing with th needle,
shiyin use th ruler to hit me ~
I laugh like mad inside,
and i did poke her with th needle.
I almost run away when she wanna do back.

I'm gonna mug like hell tonight.
Most probably trying to finish up all lit essay.
Might be kinda hell luhs.
There's other hw tooooo ~ ):
Nvm, i must pull up my socks alr. :D

Sometimes pieces of puzzle just form that stuff,
named memories.
Everything is still so clear in my mind.
Well, if he rmb,
exactly last week of this day,
we chatted on th phone longer.
And it's th first & th last tyme.
Where he tells me he's talking to somebody impt.

I dreamt of him coming back,
i might be laughing over it.
Yet my eyes grew warmer to form tears.
Hopefully one day, i could have some personality of th war photographer.
LOOOOL ~ Lit student shld knw that. (:

Goodbye then, i'm anticipating my weekends. :X
Tags replied below ! :D

Eugene : Hellllos ~ (:
Shanel Aiai : Alright sweetie. :D
Maylynn : Yes, i didn't even touch friendster now. Only browse thru for th tyme being. It's like getting horrible ! :X Oh, you bluff me ! Say would call me, nvr do so. ): MAYLYNN BOXIM LA. :X
Weiling : Hahas, thanks many larhs. Well, somehow at least my friends are forever here for me :D Eg, YOU ~ (: Yes, i'm still finding myself hilarious by hitting with my hand okays. Oh, Let me link ur blog soon alrights. (:
Qianhua SweetieLady : I miss my sweetie lady too. Yes yes, i'm so fed up with friendster luhs. Give me a call when free & we'll chat ! :D
Corrine : Welcome sweetie ! :D

2007-07-23T14:42:00.000+08:00

I'm pissed off over friendster ! ><
Finally i have th tyme to reply comments,
and there's some sort of error,
and i can't reply comments.
Friendster is seriously getting out of hand.
I might just quit soon ~
It does holds too much unhappiness.

Nothing much today either.
Ms Kodi wasn't in school today.
I'm dead bored okays,
cos i want sth to occupy myself more. ):

Gayan was pretty troubled by sth.
Well, achieve what you want larhs.
I bet th other girls can't compare to you luhs.
I can hlp you no matter what. (:

I was laughing at myself today.
Cos actually i'm playing soccer,
yet i'm using my hand to smack it down.
And my hand went so red.
RAWHS * :X

Health check-up was nth either.
Need to bring my full-of-dust glasses down tmr.
I can't be bothered anws.
It's like a decade since i wore it. =/

Singing competition is pretty smoothly goes.
Whole class skipped health check-up. :D
HOW UNITED CAN WE BE ! :X
Jianwei & Hueymin sung really well.
I'm so ... over seeing somebody,
cos it made me think of others. =S

I'm letting my pillow doing th job,
to hold th tears i've shed. =/
My mind still hasn't gotten rid of you.
I kept thinking back th 1 week.
Last week, exactly today, th first call to ask abt my LC.
Hohos, well, i'm a bit insane.

Aww, i'm exhausted !
Oh that particular SERENE,
i nvr want myself to be famous okay.
And well, i don't have th tyme to bother anymore.
O's are more impt. :DDDD
Goodbye. (:

2007-07-22T11:15:00.001+08:00

Damn, my eyes are still swollen. ):
Things just happen within hours.
And this shall be th last post abt you,
th panda i onced had, LIM JING KAI !

I think he no longer would come over,
read my post lerhs barhs.
No matter what, i'll blog. :D

Sometimes i really asked myself,
what power has you got to make me cry.
Gayan hlp-ed me answer that :
I myself fall for him & gives him this power.

I really don't understand what's so sudden.
That you don't have th feeling.
Is it becos of my appearance ?
Is it becos i'm too irritating ?
Is it becos you've found another girl ?
Or becos fallen for you, you've accomplished everything ?
I really don't knw.

What you did to me is terrible !
Do you knw i cried worse than last tyme ?
Do you knw how much you meant to me ?
What you said to me,
just stick into my mind,
it didn't go anywhr out of it.

You say you won't end th sweetness unless i do.
You say you won't bear to leave me.
You say you will nvr let me go.
You say i'm spoiled by your love.
I'm pampered by you.
You say you will protect me.
You say we will carry off to a land with both of us.
You said so much which you couldn't make it.

You are only in my life for 1 week,
yet you made me even more terrible.
You are th only one who makes me see O's is impt.
You urged me not to smoke,
if moody you would lend me a shoulder.
Why said so much things,
and now couldn't make it.

You're th one who makes my day.
Th 1 week is my greatest week,
whereby i'm really happy.
I love th panda who eat vinegar becos of me.
I love th panda who loves th gal.
I love you who risk your life to have this panda.
All these sound stupid,
but that's th part i love.

"I'm not worth ur love" ?
That's kinda hilarious,
becos after hurting me & say such things.
I lost you,
but i really need you by my side.
I knw all these are impossible alr.

Therefore, i wish you all th best.
Mayb you've found a more suitable girl for you,
and let it be then. (:

I thanks Gayan to be thr for me,
hearing me cry so badly over th fone.
Trying to console me.
Thanks many many, you are th greatest girl. :D

Thanks Maylynn whose thr,
saying i've got company.
Woman, do cheer up since he's gone. (:

Pp, i'm sorry i didn't pick ur call.
I'm just not in a mood to talk anymore.
And sorry to ppl who called me ytd,
and i hang you guys fone.

I'll be th old me after today.
I can't let things affect me again.
Panda, you promise you would not leave,
especially before O's.
BUT YOU LIED ~

2007-07-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

My comp is lagging like hell,
my eyes are almost closing alr.
Woke up early to bathe & meet Yingchin&Gayan.
Suppose to meet Yingting,
end up she's alr in sch. :X

Damn toilets were full of ppl larhs.
Was laughing at Hongjie non-stop.
Since sec 1, he seems to be like that. =/

Dressed, fucking awful !
And th weather is so hot larhs ~ :X
Shall upload A FEW photos will do.
Cos i'm kinda tired alr. :D

Oh, did i mention our class got 1st for sth,
About costume stuff larhs.
Congrats Angela Soh & Nasi !
Done 4F proud ~ (:

GAYAN OWES ME A TREAT ! :D
Cos i hlp her ask somebody to take photos with.
And yes, i took photo with him too.
He's like taller than me alot larhs.
Still dare laugh when i'm saying.
Gayan say he's cute when smiling at me. =="

Anws, i was taking photos with many ppl.
Almost all were saying i'm short,
or saying they are too tall.
Ended up many bend down to take with me.
I need to do sth for my height ! ):
Goodbye. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I think i'm alr losing you.
You're so cold to me now.
I really don't understd,
maybe i'm th one wh's at fault.
Looking at th saved sweet msgs from you,
i cried myself to slp.
For me, he's a history,
and you're th gift for me.

I rmb you said this : sweetness too long will numb.
Well, i have to agree.
But is ours too long alr ?
You said you wanna break <3,
you said you wanna protect me,
you said you wanna take care of me.
Is all these still holds ?
Or no longer matters to you ?

You once said you can swear that forever.
You once said you won't end,
unless i do so.
Would i be th nobody who enters your heart ?
I'm just falling for you alr.

Th threesome who were once 2D ! :D
Pohseng can be a great friend no matter what. (:

Th MT class we're in for less than a yr.
Th great t'cher who cares about us. :DDD

Th fated lady who's th best laughter of mine. (:

Th chicken which makes me laugh all tymes.
He's a great buddy to be with. :D

In case Ms Sae browse my blog,
Ms Sae, as i said, i will post it up. :D
I miss th days with you as my form t'cher.
I'm like a pampered student by you.
And i thnks for all th memories. <3

SEAH XIN YI ! :DDDDD
Th cutest woman i've ever knw.
Th woman who took cab to sch everyday,
and full of jokes to cheer me up.
XIAO ZHU'S FAN & XIAO GUI'S FAN. (:

Jieying ; My Bailei. :D
Th lady who's always thr for me.
Bailei & Zhuu 184.
Rebecca ! :D
Th secret container who has th unique laughter.
I love her many many.
Tai Gaga ! :X
I got upload photo of you okays.
I love you too, don't get too emo. :D

4F'07 ! :DDDDDDDD
Th poor results class yet can be improved.
Th united class as predicted.
Finally we have our class photo . :D
A pity Ms Kodi wasn't inside ! ):
P/S : To take those photos, many cameras were out,
and even t'cher who blocked us also shout. :X
BUT I STILL LOVE MY CLASS. <3

A couple of photos uploaded.
More to be uploaded yet i think i won't.
Or some weren't with me.
Photos taken with :
-Meichin, Ms Tan, Lim Tee, Marisa, Hongleong, Tianboon, Chermaine, Nicholas, Yida, Angela Soh, Angela Goh, Jasper, Meng Shan, Shaoren, Zhengxin, Michelle, Valerie, Phyllis, Benjamin, Limin, Mr Roderick Lim, Yeexiang, Mrs Khalai, Jacob, Zi Ning, Yu De, Manfred, Alicia, Yanting.
You guys are great looking today,
just that i'm lazy to upload those photos.
SORRY ! (:

2007-07-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

Th earliest tyme i'm at home ! :D
Finally i could come home early.
Aww, i miss th afternoons at home. :X

Yes, i've skipped POA remedial.
I'm giving up that subject alr.
Plus i'm truely tired i swear.
Whatever consequences, let it be. (:

Damn rain, damn cramps ! ):
Yingchin & Gayan didn't went for remedial too.
They headed down to Little India.
Yingchin was sweet to let me off today.
She also sense i'm really tired.

That Shiyin, i blog for you okay.
I dare to blog to complain about you ! :D
Say me lazy bum, i'm tired, not lazy.
You also nvr convince me still say.
RAWHHHHHHS*
Yes, today i did pull ur hair. (:

Oh, i rmb this stuff,
which made me laugh like hell along th locker. :X
ME : Damn it larhs ~
SHIYIN : Shld Damn Roderick ~
If you wanna get that joke,
translate to chi. :DDDDDDD

Ytd was chatting with my precious Penknife partner.
CHEEEER UP larhs.
Whether he lies to you not,
i believe he has a reason.
If you cannot take it,
i'm a call away.
Or you can meet me up. (:

And was talking about him* to PP,
a sense of memories just emerged.
No matter how much he had hurt me,
i wouldn't even blame him.
Rather i blame myself for letting him go.
Th whole nyte, my mind holds him only.
Sometimes, i do really miss th days with him.

Piles of hw to be finished !
HELLOS, IT'S RHD TMR LEHS. ):
Didn't went down with Chermaine,
told her i'm really tired alr.
Therefore, shld be wearing th one Pamela lent me barhs. =/

Sat still have to study,
i might just end up slp-ing in th library.
Homeworking tyme alr.
Goooooooodbye. (:

Th warmth i desire, you're giving.
Yet i dreamt of you leaving me.
Somehow i'm afraid it's true.
I'm alr at th wits end.
Panda, would i really lose you ? ):

2007-07-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

Yay ! It's finally my free tyme. :D
Since a exhausted days larhs.
Actually i shldn't be in sch today. ):

Sch's as usual that boring.
Jieying was quite unhappy over sth larhs.
But i think he doesn't really mean it larhs. (:

Was having damn cramps after th heavy downpour.
Truely killing me larhs.
Lucky it at least grew better. =/

Physics was fun,
i didn't did th experiment.
Rather i was playing ard & msg-ing.
Passes Jingkai his lighter.
He took one cig from larhs ~ (:

Making fun of Yingchin & Wenkai is damn nice okays.
Yingchin, don't think too much larhs.
Strive for what you shld. :DDDDD
Shiyin accidentally hurt herself. :X
She's been so bad injured these days.
So be good enuff, i didn't pull her hair. :D

Chemistry was at least better.
Gayan & i burnt th filter.
It turns out so nice larhs.
She wants to keep,
but Mdm Faridah took it away.
Almost gave it to Nicholas ~! :X

Accompany Yingchin down to Little India.
MY LEGS ARE BREAKING.
Finally she's done,
headed back to serangoon instead of sengkang.
Took bus home with Zhengxin. (:

Was chatting with that damn Panda !
He call me idiot larhs ~
RAWHHHHS*
Confirm my chinese better than you.
Okays, i won't dare you anymore. :X
Panda can't take sweet things,
so next tyme don't give sweet stuff liaos. :D

Ppl are starting to ask who's panda.
But well, it's just somebody okays.
Without panda, i don't knw how am i now.
I made this dumb request which i felt guilty. ):
But i don't wish to lose panda either.
Still thinking wanna accompany Chermaine down not. =/
Rawhs, Literature is more impt today. :D
Must really finish it larhs.

Just saw Yaoteck msg.
Shall reply him sooooon. (:
Gooooooodbyeee. (:

2007-07-16T16:48:00.000+08:00

Woahs, th new skin was up ytd.
Just doesn't have th tyme to post.
Thus, posting now. :D

Just been back from sch ~
I'm damn exhausted larhs. ):
I miss my bed, i miss my comp,
yes i miss panda alrights. (:

O's Listening Comprehension is finally over.
Everyone was so burst out,
over th last melody with bird sound.
But it's totally bored to listen for 30 mins.
I rather do it quick luhs.

Next on list is th Practical.
OH MY !
For chemistry, mayb i can manage,
Physics, shld be a goner. =/
Since last yr i'm so slack over it.
I shall re-phrase,
since last yr i'm so slack over almost all subjects.

Jieying was still 'HEN QIAO',
for days she's been like that. =="
Yingchin was still talking about RHD thing.
Well, have to accompany her down to buy.
Weiting, cheer up larhs.
I don't knw what's happening,
but i'm always here. :DDDDD

That dumb panda ~
Was late for sch today,
even thought it's so late.
RAWHS*
Th sweetness you gave,
i'm over-relying on it.
Would you leave me one day ?
I don't knw either.
But i cherish everyday with you in my life. (:

Anws, my tongue piercing is seriously closed.
Damnit ! I just forgot to put back my stud.
But nvm, since i sense gayan doesn't like it,
i shall not re-pierce. (:
Gfs means lots to me. :DDDDDD

Mugging on my maths tonight.
After my tv tyme. :D
Friendster, i'm sorry.
I would reply asap. Loves*
GOODBYE.

2007-07-14T17:19:00.000+08:00

DAMN BLOGSKIN !
DAMN HTML CODES !

I've done finish editing th whole code,
after i choosen what i wanted.
I did all th detail from th stratch.
End up, it went wrong suddenly.

Thus i couldn't chng my skin now !
RAWHS ~
I'm gonna do it tmr then.

I'm still damn exhausted luhs.
Woke up in th morning,
get ready to meet up with Yingting.
A waste yingchin couldn't make it larhs.

Saw somebody msg then reply.
He's on his way back from chalet.
You are th stupid one,
not me !
And don't flatter me anymore larhs.
Go and flatter other gals ~
I hate guys & i adore panda. :X

Since sometimes we go out tgt lerhs.
Nvm, we can get tgt another weekend. :D
But didn't study really much luhs.
Damn those ppl who blast music larhs.

Totally can't concentrate luhs.
Ended up chatting with yingting in th library.
Headed for our lunch.
Chats & Laughs.
So long since i'm out with her.

And seriously, she's getting prettier.
Quite different in sch and out luhs. :D
Bus-ed home, i almost fell aslp larhs.
Pp cor-ed, chat with her a while luhs.

Need to do some stuff lerhs,
so goodbye.
Be ready to see my new skin ! :X
I'm kinda insane i reckon. :D
Goodbye. (:

2007-07-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

It's finally FRIDAY.
I could slp late or rest well. :D

It's really been an exhausting week luhs.
Can't imagine i actually surpass.
Lessons are always boring.
Plus naggings from t'chers. ):
PLUS that damn VP coming in.

What's th point of checking our papers.
You forced us to stay,
nth well could be done nicely. :X

Had some misunderstanding with Yingchin.
I can't seems to phrase it either.
But we're okay alr. :DDDDD
Still th same, kept crapping.
& she kept asking about th RHD thing. =="

Friendster i'll let it rot for a little more.
And Blogger, i've just cleared th dust. =="
Hmms, that's all then.

Gonna have studying with Yingchin & Yingting tmr.
In th library, hopefully i can.
No, is a MUST to be can. :X

Lastly, my tagboard is dead again. ):
Goooooodbye. (:

2007-07-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

^{1. I don't love sch at all.
2. Damn that survey today.
3. My brain ain't functioning willingly.
4. I'm just THAT petty.
5. I'm just THAT irritating.
6. I'm have no wills at all.
7. Th sch is dead. (to me)
8. Th t'chers are annoying. (some)
9. I'm almost dead. (i think so)
10. My blog is dying soon.
11. My friendster is rotting soon.
12. Th drifiting are obvious. (hopefully not)
13. I can't stand ppl running away from things.
14. My tongue simply hurts !
15. Th fuckyou & playboy are gone.
16. I might need some drugs. (Aww)
17. I might need some cigs. (Yes, pls)
18. I need some self-multilation again.
19. I want my beloveds to stay happy.
20. I need some fresh air to breathe.
21. Th damn O's are whatever alr. (i hope NOT)
22. I don't get trust. (maybe?)
23. Yes, i'm breaking down.}

That sums up my entire unposting days.
Goodbye. (:

2007-07-08T11:05:00.000+08:00

Yay, fucking sunday.
And back to school again tmr.
CAN DIE ~ :X

Went Hougang Mall ytd with Jieying.
Lifen hlp-ed us pierce our tongue.
LOOOOOOL !
Was damn tedious luhs.
I even tremble without pain,
causes Lifen to tio scared too.
I'M SORRRRRRY !

Jieying's one has quite alot of blood,
compared to mine larhs.
Now it's like fucking pain ? :X
I'm still wondering shld i take out not luhs.
It's like i didn't/can't eat much.

Jieying's mum saw and ask her take out.
Hopefully she can put back luhs,
cos seems that she's really quite upset ?
Hahahahahas ~

I'm still considering about that.
Maybe i shld just give up. ):
Bored, doing that survey below.
Goooodbye. (:

1. Do you ever lie about your age ?

* Definitely not. :D

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys"
or "tough guys"?

* Depends barhs.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired
guys?

* Both are not preferred. :D
.
4. Are you currently single?

* Yeps. (:(:(:

5. How many things in your past do you
regret?

* Hahahas, can i say almost everything ? :X

6. Do you have a best friend?

* I do have a grp of girlfriends. :DDDDDD

7. What do you want to be when you
grow up?

* For that, still considerable. (:

8. Who was the last person you hugged?

* Can't rmb either.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?

* Well, maybe yes ? =/

10. Have you ever thought about having
plastic surgery?

* Nope ~

11. Do you like your life?

* Hohos, i love my friends, i love my GIRLFRIENDS. (:

13. Has one of your friends ever
stolen a boyfriend from you?

* Don't think so. (:

14. Has one of your friends ever
stabbed you in the back?

* Of cos there is larhs.

16. Do you have more friends that are
girls or boys?

* Girls maybe, they are more thoughtful (:

17. How long have you had friendster?

* I believe almost going 3 yrs.

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?

* Once only. :D

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?

* Think so.

20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the
face?

* I'm not that bad eventually. (:

21. What is one of your biggest fears?

* Many i think. :X

22. Have you ever skipped class?

* Who doesn't ? :DDDDD

23. Has anyone close to you ever
passed away?

* Yes, that's a thorn to me.

24. Have you ever cried yourself to
sleep?

* Yeps.

25. Have you ever not been able to get
someone out of your head?

* Definitely.

26. Do you believe in the saying "once
a cheater, always a cheater"?

* Nope, but yingchin & i invent "hongster pa buay toh" :X

27. Have you ever had a good feeling
about something and it turned out you
were right?

* I don't know.

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?

* Never.

29. Do u ever wish u were a man?

* Maybe ?

30. What's the recent daring things you've done?

* Piercing my tongue, painful* ):

2007-07-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

Amazingly i'm online at this tyme.
My bro wasn't at home, that's why.
My dad was like showing attitude to me luhs.
And this tyme i really argued back. :X

I'm totally not in a mood for anything larhs.
And yes, i'm meeting my Bailei tmr. :D
I love her many many larhs. (:

Went Hougang Mall just now.
Borrowed some books, end up didn't read.
I'm like so despaired & depressed.
Well, maybe just in a foul mood that's why.
My eyes are closing soon too. :X
I'm getting a good slp tonight for sure.

That Penknife Partner say cor me.
END UP NEVER COR.
Everytime like that derhs luhs.
I shall bitch with you somedays.
So many things you want tell me,
end up didn't cor. =="

Received quite a few calls in th evening.
I shall not name them barhs.
Keep it to youself kays. (:
I had a nice tyme chatting.
It's like sometimes since i chat with some of them. :D

Yuyang suddenly msg me,
thought what siahs.
I knw his motive liaos.
But didn't chat much either. (:

I realise somebody's interested in Yingchin. :D
But she has a certain high expectation i can say.
He will really have a hard tyme. :X

I forgot what to post anws.
Certainly everything doesn't count larhs. (:
Yingting went offline,
when asking me things half-way. =="

Gonna have my slp,
have to wake up early tmr. =/
Gooooooodbye. :D

2007-07-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

Rawhs, i'm so so so so like dying.
Th damn weather is like so hot.
Only rains a little while.
WTH !

But POA is nice today. :D
Had C&S test ! ):
Did quickly & fell aslp alr. :X
I was damn tired luhs.
I don't knw why either. (:

Breeze came in,
th whole class love it i believe.
Slept so nicely, cos th class was quiet.
When recess, classroom is in a mess.
Maybe it's normal ? :DDDD

Gayan picked certain alpha for me.
And it form sth. :DDDD
Shiyin kept trying to tickle me,
i scream like hell larhs. :X

Fucking hell okays !
I get scolded during English,
for letting Jieying copy.
Okays, let it be my work is rubbish.
Let it be that's th way i'm hlp-ing my friend.
CANNOT ISIT ?!

I just hate th way you look at me,
and th way you assure my work is nothing.
OKAYS, IT'S TOTAL RUBBISH.
But i believe my Catholic High paper,
is better than Bowen luhs.
But i still have to re-do.
WHAT TH FUCK ! :X

I just realise that,
Eunice missed call me twice.
LOOOOOOL !
Th other 2 missed call, i don't knw. =/

Thanks Jieying for th cig. :D

I think i've really lost you this tyme.
I'm sorry for everything.
This tyme, i only knw how to say sorry.
Nothing else anymore.
You say anything, i'll have you.
But i knw i've lost you entirely.

As a friend, i might not have lost you.
This tyme i realise what you mean.
You mention that sooner i will lost you.
And yes, i did.
Maybe it's really time for me to wake up.
From those unrealistic moments.

If you ever ask me do i love you.
My answer would be no.
Cos i've fallen beyond love.
I'm nobody, i'm afraid to lose my beloved.
I'm even afraid to lose you.

I'll rmb th date,
i'll rmb your words,
i'll rmb your entertainment,
i'll rmb everything that concerns about you.
But i couldn't miss your voice anymore. [:

LOOOOOOOOL !
Pp is so cute larhs.
Say i'm not okay.
I'm okays alrights. (:
Weekend's coming, Sat's coming ! :D
Gooodbye. (:

2007-07-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

"You promised not to leave,
you promised not to lie.
But everything seems to be vice-versa.
Would you still say i love you ?"

Didn't went Hougang Mall with Gayan.
She's down with that f'ing SPEAR !
RAWHS RAWHS RAWHS*

Phew ! I'm not that petty larhs. :D
Let it be that i don't have SPEAR !
At least i don't have to leave sch @ 6pm every alternate days. :D
That's a pretty good news. :D

Lessons were boring too.
I was so fake high today cans.
Anything i can be, i'll be ! :D

And becos of that speaker my bro spoilt,
i end up replying comments in friendster.
I SHLD BE WATCHING MY HUAN HUAN AI ! ):

I love practical nowadays.
Sitting ryte at th back. :D
Rather than looking at th t'cher in class.
RIGHT AT TH FRONT, FUCKING T'CHER FACES. :X

Sorry, i ain't in a nice nice mood larhs. ):
I'M SORRRRRRRYYYYYYY ~

Whoever steal my cig shall die. :X
I lost one luhs. ):
Yes, i'm craving, but not much. :D

I manage to persuade Geokleng to post.
And she did.
Although emo, but at least she posted ?
CLAPS*
She's a SMOKER now ! :X

Thanks Rebecca larhs.
Ytd had a nice chat with her over th fone.
I thought she kidding about calling me. (:
Thanks sweetie, i really appreciate ur company. :D

He didn't contacted me th whole day ytd. :D
Till now ?
Maybe he'll treat it as nth happen.
I think i shall treat it so ? (:
I'm so exhausted ~
Maybe i'm running a fever ?
GOODBYE THEN.

Gayan : I accidentally delete one of ur tag. :C I'm sorrrryyyyy ~ Glad to hear so larhs. Don't say sorry to me, i'm not that petty alrights. See you tmr. (: Yes, you did hear during english lessons. :D Thanks huhsister ~
Ivy : LOOOOOL ! Okays. (:
Yingting : Hahas, i knw is for ur bf. Secret bf till don't want me. ): SAD LA ! Anws, i heard that Hongjie is woo-ing Zihui, really ?!
Maylynn : Don't worry. I'M OKAYS ? (: Youuuuuuu ?

^{i can figure out why have you been so cold.
close your eyes right now,
and sense my presence.
i just don't love you no more.
feeling like a fool cos i let you down.
i'm sorry for th tears i made you cry,
i guess this tyme is really say goodbye.}

2007-07-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

Back to basic. [:
I'll be back to what i am soon.
I'll make myself determine this tyme.

Had my bathe finally,
but th smell of smoke couldn't get rid. ):
My dad is sick too,
hopefully he'll get well. :D

Nothing much in skul today either.
ALL ARE BORING ALRIGHTS.
Or maybe i'm not in a mood. =/

Didn't eat much these days too.
A formal way is to ask i've eaten. =/
In case my parents worries. (:

Got 'lecture' by Jieying.
I knw she meant well for me.
And i'm so glad that she's there.
She's th bailei whom i can't lost.
She's also th one whom assure that i won't lose her.
Thanks many, i do love you loads. :DDDDDD

Ppl who knw sth,
do keep it to yourself cans ?
I don't want any more ppl to knw.
Thanks. (:

I'm also glad yingchin could understd me.
Thanks for th console when i'm crying.
I really appreciate ur presence . :D

I do not want anybody to look down on me.
Therefore, there's some choice needed to be made. :D
And i believe i can get over it. (:(:(:

For Gayan, she didn't came to skul.
Didn't even let me knw luhs.
Obviously she's angry with me still.
I'm really sorry about it alr.
I've cried about it ytd nyte. ):
I really do not want to see our frenship be destroyed.
I really wanted her to knw my issue first,
but she's so cold, how can i say ? T.T

Hope my dearest woman, Maylynn is alrights.
No matter what, there's better guys for you.
Don't cry anymore lerhs larhs.
Get up & fight th day out. :D
I'll be here for you no matter what.
I'm so glad to hear that you won't look down on me,
i'm glad that you're there for me,
since yesterday.
I'm really grateful to youuuu.
I love you. (:

Yingchin & i met Geokleng after skul.
She wasn't late, standing at th skul gate.
WOW ! :X
Went one of th block to smoke.
I had 10 sticks, she took 3.
And at one go, i smoked 4 luhs.
Now left with 3 only larhs. ):

Geokleng don't want let me smoke luhs,
say i heavy smoker ~
I swear i'm not larhs.
For this tyme, who knows,
maybe i'll quit tmr ? :DDDDD

Geokleng's words also sound hurtful,
but she's direct.
That's why i always tell her my stuff.
Th tears i beared did came out,
when she tell me th choices.
There is no choice i could made now.
I can't be selfish. (:

And i do beg you,
not to do anything about it can.
I'll settle myself. :D
Regarding that issue larhs ~
Thanks many, for being thr.
Although i kind feel hurt of what you said.

Comments, mayb i'll reply tmr ?
I'm so tiredddddd alr. ):
Goodbye. (:
Tags replies below. :D

Elaine : Aww, i miss my precious sister too. Tc*
Gayan : I'm really sorry for everything. I don't wanna see our friendship just like that. I wish to share everything with you.
Jieying : Thanks many to you larhs. :D You mean jk also out ?! REALLLYYYY ?! :X Well, we'll ask about it when it's suitable timing. :D
Maylynn : Woman, i'm so grateful & i love you larhs. I want simple & black. Possible to do asap. Thanks.
Yingting : You didn't join us today. Miss you luhs. [: That lunch wasn't for me, was for ur bf ? ):
Qianhua : Sweet talker larhs. (: Take care too. Loves*
Zoe : I'm sorry for ur comment not yet replied. I'll reply asap. Thanks anws. (:

2007-07-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

YAY I'M BACK ! :DDDD
That picture is totally cute,
but it cost almost 8 bucks per card.
F'ing expensive luhs. :X
My mum bought for her ORD boys.
NOT FOR ME ! ):

Well well, went Icon with my mum & aunty.
Bought some stuffs there.
Was damn tired larhs,
as if my legs were swallowing lime ! ):

Where-ever there's seats, i'll be there.
RAWHS*
Too tired lerhs larhs. :X
Might be going back to chng my wallet luhs.
See how barhs ~

Had tuition, it's like hell luhs.
I'm like sotong who doesn't knw any basic.
Well, it reminds me of someone calling me that. =S

Did i mention that i screwed my oral ?
Well, basically i did.
Becos i'm th first one in that grp okays.
And i even left my Entry Proof in class.
THAT'S HORRIBLE !

Damn tensed up & nervous,
think i might only get a pass th most. ):

Nothing much, most impt is to reply my tags. :D
Therefore, goodbye.
^{Make thoughts of you,
become part & parcel.}

Gayan : Hahas, i knw you love me plenty. :D Revenge is a MUST ! We can't go to skul tgt lerhs. ):
Yingting : Nvm larhs, we shall meet up during recess. :D That's a ideal one okays. (:
TOTO : Okays. serenetansiping@hotmail.com :D
Eunice : Jie, thanks. I had a chat with you that day. Surprisely larhs. :D
Jieying : LOOOL ! I'll tell when i have a chance ? But th choice it's within him marhs. Plus not really alot of ppl out barhs. Yea, we had th same experience larhs. ): See you soon. (:
LinaLoe : Alrights, i'll re-link you. :DDDD
Maylynn : You've got so many tags in my blog larhs. :X I will meet you cos thr's treat ! :X I'm not so sure about that date luhs. But i knw mine is difficult larhs. I screwed it ! ): Homed @ 4am, STUPID ! I'm jealous larhs. Not cheerful must tell me kays. ;D

2007-06-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

Nothing much in school.
Weather is hot,
classroom is dull,
lessons(some) are boring,
gfs are chatty,
mockery sucks ~
That's sums up of school. :D

Gonna have O's chi oral tmr !
Was joking with cecilia when i saw her.
Cos she asked me having oral ?
I say tmr, must wish me luck.
And she does :D
Cute of her ~ (:

Mockery was bored bored bored ~
But at least tried my best to stay focus,
and do as many sums.
I hlp-ed Shiyin with th loci one okays. :D

I saw Maylynn's blog.
Th post for me was sweet sweet sweet x 10000.
And i would wish you luck for O's tmr.
We are taking O chi oral ryte ? (:

Oh, i had a comment about ur blog !
I CAN'T COPY TH DEDICATION LARHS.
Cant even highlight,
if not i'll post it up in my blog. :D
I'm waiting for th treat after O's.
I'll do so one for you after urs too.
AND THIS I PROMISE ! :D

Had a nice sweet chat with you,
BUT TH DURATION IS SHORT.
Becos of my dad larhs. ):
I'm sure we'll have more to catch up ryte ? (:
Don't sank ur mood regardless what,
STSP IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. *proud
Can phone me if wanna chat. :D
You are my forever sweetie who couldn't disappear from my life. (:

I've took away my song too.
I don't have any in mind larhs. (:
Gonna mug on some graphs.
Goodbye. :DDDDDD

^{I don't knw why,
my life was so complete.
Yet there's some add ons,
that only you can amend. (:
I miss you again.}

2007-06-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

It's blogging time.
Shall be a quick one & i'm getting my rest. :D
Th stupid gel applied is still stable. =="

Let's review ytd barhs,
since today has nth much. (:

School was as usual.
Denise didn't come larhs. ):
Didn't went anywhere after skul,
cos i'm rushing down to KKH !

Before that was having chinese lesson.
Pohseng came to join us luhs.
Then i keep saying him larhs. :X

He saw my pencil case key chain.
And told me that he can draw.
So he drew it up luhs.
Pretty nice okays,
just that i'm lazy to upload. :X

He promised to give me present,
rather than treating me k. =="
And let me have 25% off @ PPL ! :D
Wonder he's serious not luhs.
If he bluff, i'll kick him alive. :X

Then he talk abt his chup thing.
Now i knw his friend chup my house area larhs.
And he's under s'goon i think.
LOOOOOOOL !
Chatted abt piercing too. (:

Yingchin accompany me to wait for bus.
HOW GOOD CAN SHE BE LARHS.
And now she's getting prettier & prettier.
Too bad she's more close to other ppl luhs. ):

Saw Sunhong at th bus stop.
Don't dare call him larhs,
cos thought he might not recognise.
And think he does recognise me ? =/
I'm not sure either. :D

Straight away rushed down to KKH lerhs.
Stupid, i came on time luhs.
Yet i waited for half an hr ! RAWHS*
Then talk talk, ask ask.

Teenage Nurse spoke to me in another room.
All abt negative of smoking, alcohol. =="
I do heed advice but that's still within me barhs. :D

Went home, i was damn exhausted.
And hungry of cos. ):
Watch tv, did maths.
SLEEEEEEEEP !

Today wasn't much.
But i'm so glad that Ms Kang & Ms Lee,
is gonna hlp us luhs.
At least a little.
Hopefully our class could be motivated. :D

I'm resting sooon !
Oh yahs, i was reading maylynn's blog.
I hope she's alrights luhs.
Seems that i'm not so updated about what's happening to her larhs.
But i still want my woman to stay happy.
Anything you can phoneeee me ! (:

Tags reply will be below. :D
Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

Ivy : Sure pretty. Re-link you asap. (:
Geokleng : What you wanna guess on ? Well, thanks. But we still miss th day you were in skul luhs. As in we are always madddd tgt ! :D And like what my previous post say, girlfriends are forever. I won't demolish this quote to myself ! I'm certain about it ! No matter what happens to you, i'll be thr. (:
Gayan : Hahas, nvm larhs. :D Your stupid jie & jie-fu v guo fen larhs. REVENGE* :X
Yingting : Gees, gfs all thr marhs. Doesn't matter derhs larhs. :D Doubt over what ? Tell me about it in skul barhs. Wait for me & gayan to arrive before going down with yingchin kays. :D
Maylynn : Hey woman ~ Update me soon with ur stuff kays. You can give me a call anytime tooooo. (: I'm concern larhs.
TOTO : Hmms, why not you add me in msn or sth ?

2007-06-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

Early morning waking up ;
Washing up ;
Strangle your hair till it's neat ;
Carry bags out to th bus stop ;
Half-slept in th bus on th way ;
SMS-ing, listening to blast music ;

That's th life i'm back to,
when sch's re-open.
My eyes were like dashes ! -.-
How tired can it be to wake up so early,
my body alarm doesn't gives in luhs. ><

My hair looks great in th morning,
everything in order, SO RARE.
Yet i have to tie it up,
and of cos to gel up,
if not all my short hair are standing. =="

Well, checking is as usual.
Lucky tmr would be checking skirts,
therefore i'm gonna use long ones. (:(:(:
Nails are warned to cut,
and i haven't done so. :X

Maths t'cher was changed.
And she gave us O's paper.
Tgt with timed practice one,
there's 3 stacks to be completed ! T.T
Additionally a chi stuff.
WHAT A DAY OF HW. ):

Yet, i'm glad that skul re-open too.
I could see my classmates. :D
And surprisely, gfs are finally tgt during recess.
It's damn rare occasion luhs.
We tend to split every whr derhs luhs.
Hopefully it would stay for long. :D

And Denise ain't in skul today larhs. ):
Still chatted with her ytd luhs,
thought she would be here.
End up she didn't came.
I MISS HER OKAYS ! :D
Shall give a call later. (:(:(:

Chatted with my Bailei as usual.
But lessons are less,
so didn't chat toooooo much larhs. :D
Timetable for now totally SUCKS ! :X
I prefer last tyme derhs luhs.

And Yingchin is so cute today larhs.
We eventually joked here & there luhs.
VERY FUN ! :D

Ms Kodi look calm while fuming luhs.
It's really ironical ? =/
Luckily i did do her work luhs.
And no lessons till everybody completes.
LOOOOOOOL ! No comments. :X

Assembly as usual,
hearing lullably, awful one ! :X
Have to get my work done alr.
Tmr still have to go to KKH !
I'M SO EXHAUSTED. ):

Goodbye.
^{No matter what,
girlfriends are forever.
No matter what,
you are in my heart, mind & soul.
That's how much it means to me. :D}

2007-06-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

I've spent my day in WavePad !
I almost die with it alrights.
My bro save th day . :DDDDD
Eventually he hlp-ed me with it,
so i can rest luhs.
And i haven't even touch with studies.
TONIGHT I MUST,
but i wanna watch teebeeee. ):

Well well,
meet up with Gayan & Zhanke @ Hougang Mall.
Rent th DVD,
and finally i've watched it alr. :X

I saw a guy look like him*,
so i was like kept looking.
Suddenly missed him so much larhs. :X
Wondering how is he,
i shall see him when sch re-open. (:

Btw, i read Zhanke's blog.
I don't understd why must he put her,
or cute girl whatever.
CAN'T HE JUST WRITE GAYAN'S NAME ?! :X
and her bestie which is me. =="

Saw Poh Seng & his stead.
Actually i'm wondering why i kept seeing him luhs.
LOOOOOOOL !
Either near my house area or other places.
He even joked to sit with us. =="

His uniform made him so weird larhs. :X
And he tell me Chermaine say wanna come to eat,
end up didn't come. =="
I was wondering why he tell me these.
Shld tell Chermaine larhs. :D

My dad bought a new DVD player. :D
He warned me not to spoil it again. :X
If i spoil it, he's not gonna buy anymore.
I'LL TRY LARHS ! :D

Actually was meeting that Fiona !
End up she's gone missing again.
Next tyme don't say wanna come find me pls.
It's not first tyme you like that lerhs.
RAWHS*

I'm gonna do my hw again.
Comments in friendster,
i think i'll reply tmr. (:(:(:
GOODBYE !

2007-06-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Let's start th blogging now ! :D
Well well, first of all,
I've mistook maylynn's b'day as her arrival date.
I'M SORRY. ><
Happy Belated B'day Woman ! Loves*
She's th best woman i've ever met larhs. (:(:(:

Hmms, stone at home whole day long.
And that gave me a great headache. :X
Smoked th day out too,
even though my bro was at home.
Cos he was busy-ing romancing with th comp. =/

Slept, do Maths blahs.
IT WAS A DAY BORED ALRIGHTS.
Fiona PP called me,
chatted a while & hung.

Went for my dinner. :D
Msg Jieying abt th last piercing stuff. =/
Jarel msg-ed me.
He's damn f'ing boredom alrights.
Love your head larhs,
don't love you also can't do anything what.
Somemore i do have someone in mind.
So i'm sorry abt it. :DDDDDD

Now finally that Zhanke is online. =="
Wait so long larhs ~
I can't so anything for th Wavepad,
thus need his coaching. :D

I've viewed someone's profile.
F'ing copying luhs.
Gayan knw who's th person. :X

Denise missed call me just now.
Called back to talk to her.
Aww, she's worrying too much larhs.
Don't worry, you didn't betray your bf alrights.
Anything i'm here ! :D

Okays, i'm back to msn-ing.
And after that my lit half way done. ;D

Goodbye. (:(:(:

^{I've realise your importance,
and i wanna say this.
I wanna make you mine.
Wish hopefully one day i could. :D}

2007-06-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

Finally done up with my blog codes.
It's in a total mess larhs. :X
Freshen th blog by updating, chng codes & song ! :D
Th song is great too ! (:

Well, basically has been waking up early,
for these two days.
And having th f'ing mock exam,
which doesn't seems like one in fact.
I'll call it timed practice luhs. :X

Ran off ytd during Paper 2.
Yingchin, Gayan & me was stoning for so long,
and finally we're leaving.
That moment, many started to leave alr.
HOHOS ! :D
If David Lim shld knw,
i think he'll be fuming. =/

Today was way better i think.
Ms Kodi came in, looking quite angry.
And wrote & walked off. o.O
Yingchin, Gayan & i was doing th paper.
Quickly finished it, and down for food.
I was hungry till having pain. ):

Went up, many left alr.
Did th Paper 2 damn quickly.
3 of us almost finish at th same tyme. :D
Waited for my dearest Denise,
but she left with summary & went off with us.
Shiyin did it quite fast too.
Thus, went off earlier this tyme. (:(:(:

I've finally got th year book. :DDDDDD
Denise & Gayan couldn't find,
yet i easily found it luhs.
I don't knw why either.
But as what i heard last tyme,
lied to me abt strem, that's true. =/

Looked cute in it larhs. ~ :D
Thanks Denise & th pretty Eunice luhs.
I'll return you asap alrights. (:
I appreciate it many many.

I'm so glad that not everything are lies.
At least i have th direction,
to tell myself that you're not lying.
I really want to hear th voice once again,
would that be possible ? (:

Headed home with Shiyin,
i kept screaming i wanna drink along th road. ><
Shiyin don't want treat me,
keep playing a fool larhs.
Then i buy myself,
one sip i don't want alr. =="
My dearest lovely bro drank everything. :D

I kept calling Shiyin, Noob larhs.
That one is Weiping call derhs luhs,
so i follow him marhs. :X
She asked me some cold jokes,
which i feel like banging th wall larhs.

Hw-ing soon,
i swear to reply comments by tmr alrights. :DDD
Think my woman, maylynn shld be back alr ? :D
Goodbye.
Tag replied down here ! (:

Jieying Bailei : Hohos, i saw alr. I'm so touched. (old words) :X
You're my forever bailei which is thr for me always.
I'll be for you tooo. :DDDDDDD
Corrine : Hahas, thanks. (:
Gayan Gf : Why must tag me with rene rene ? ==" Hmms, no larhs. We both accompany each other kays. And i really love these 2 days in skul. Cos somebody not thr, yingchin is with us. :DDDDDDD Kinda miss that macoroni shop larhs, go thr someday. (:
Fiona Penknife Partner : Work hard in your job. Ily larhs. :D
Cheryl Marmie : I've linked you. Loves*

2007-06-16T11:49:00.000+08:00

Blogging before gaming ! :D
Went to Gayan's house these few days.
Didn't study much luhs.
That Gayan larhs,
tempts me larhs. :X

Well, keep using comp or watching tv luhs.
And walking up & down various tyme.
Gees, gayan must cheer up larhs.
I knw things has been happening.
It's not your fault alrights. (:(:
Everything gonna be fine soon ~

No matter what you have me ! :DDDD
Going back to skul soon. ):
I love holidays,
I hate sch re-open larhs. :X
Wakakas. (:

Have some photos but i'm really lazy to upload.
Plus my hair looks fucking retard ! :X
So hopefully my fringe could grow SOOOONNN .

Didn't slp well ytd at all larhs.
Or shld i say i didn't slp at all ? =/
Well, gayan & zhanke thins is one prob alr.
Pls larhs, fate or whatever,
i'm so tired alr luhs. RAWHS*

And i must say hongster nvr die !
At this point of tyme,
i don't wanna make any explaination liaos luhs.
I just wanna tell you,
that guy is totally cannot believe.
Now it's up to you alr. (:(:(:
Gayan shld knw what is it.

^{Th nyte let me knw what's inside me,
th despair, th sorrows.
I no longer wanna wait.
You say you would call me,
ended up not a call at all.
All i want is a call from you,
th voice that smoothen my nyte.
Nothing matters anymore. (:}

Woke up @ 11 plus. :X
Officially fall aslp in th morning.
While sms-ing Geokleng. =/
I wouldn't wanna say anything abt mine.
Geokleng & Gayan has their prob lerhs.
Enuff lerhs barhs. :DDDD

Going to my Grandma's house later.
Gees, damn long since i'm thr. (:
Goodbye ; Gaming tyme. :D

2007-06-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hair cut !
Gees, had a hair-cut @ Pro-trim.
Ivy is so sweet larhs.
Gayan accompanied me ! (:(:(:
There's a feeling that come that ivy's pregnant. :X
Such a pretty, that guy is on luck .

Ice-cream treat !
Ice-creaming @ downstairs with Gayan,
as she came my house,
for a little while.
And chat chat chats. :DDDD

Maylynn Woman !
Dropped a testy saying i'm lazy.
Yet i'm posting, so i won't forget,
to count down.
Tmr my woman is leaving. ):
I'm gonna miss her larhs.
Must take care of urself yea.
Let me knw when you're back in s'pore.
ILOVEMAYLYNNNNNNNN ~ :D
and i realise typing like that it's easier,
learnt from maylynn derhs. :D

Cheer up !
Hopefully my precious Nu-er is feeling better .
Don't be sad alrights.
I'm sure he'll ask for patch,
cos both of you loves each other barhs.
Marmie is here for you derhs. (:
Anything can tell me kays.

Music Spinning !
Chng th song, and i'm gonna post th lyrics. (:
Someone recommend me to th song.
THANKS MANY !
I really love th song,
th lyrics makes it real. :DDDDD

GOOOOODDDBBBYYYYEEEEE.

^{Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)}

2007-06-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

Blogging for th sake of blogging.
Just reached home, and i'm getting a little slant.
LOOOOOOL !
Maybe is becos ytd didn't slp much,
and too much of playing today. =/

Well, i've decided to only show 1 post.
cos thr's this person seeing my blog. :X
And cannot let him knw some stuff larhs. (:(:(:
That person is BENJAMIN SIM ! :X
He might be cursing me now. =/

Well well, i won't blog too much too.
Only blog when i'm free yea. :DDDD
I'm so addicted to Cuo le you cuo,
sung by Zhang Dong Liang. (:(:(:
But i'm falling aslp soon ~

Ytd ain't much barhs.
Met Geokleng @ 212 luhs.
Slacked, bowling blahs blahs ~
Later things gets complicated.
Shall not elaborate barhs. (:(:

But Geokleng breakdown after me luhs,
i broke down when i'm @ 212. :X
But she's more serious cans !
Fabian also v guo fen larhs.
It's quite a laughing scence @ superbowl.
But in fact, gl only wants to talk to him for a while.

Geokleng ended up going into Gents.
I stood outside holding her bag,
don't knw like what.
Fabian kept avoiding luhs,
and even walked off when we're coming out.

AHYAHS !
Geokleng ;
don't ever do foolish things again.
I'm so angry when you asked me,
what if you're gonna do stupid things again.
It's not worth of it,
trust me, if he's yours,
he would be derhs. :DDDDD
CHEEEEEERRRRRR UPPPPPP.

Anything i'm here for you derhs.
Caren might not understand,
but i could at least a little.
We're kinda in a same situation luhs.
You get to see him, i get to hear him*.
It's torturing i knw. =/

He really called me when i msg-ed him,
during quite late tyme.
I couldn't slp,
couldn't stop thinking of him.
I do miss his voice.
I rather he don't knw anything,
every few days could chat with him on th phone.
But i knw that's impossible larhs. (:(:(:

I wanted to ask him stuff,
but ended up he say slp a while,
then slp till don't knw when.
And i hung lerhs luhs.
After that also didn't call back lerhs.

Today morning went to my grandma hse. (:
Was playing a fool with my uncle,
while watching tv.
cos he kept strangling me, saying so long since i've came.
Benjamin came home,
keep playing with all of us larhs.

Grandma & him started talking abt our past.
As in babies tymes,
and i kept laughing nonstop.
Went opposite with him & my cousin.
He went to see th doctor larhs.

Waited so long luhs,
we still walked ard to buy stuff,
and finally he's done.
He really dote us alot larhs,
not stingy to let us buy things.

I only say i wanna drink bubble tea,
yet no money.
He said : have me, scare no money mehs.
LOOOOOOOOOL !
I'm so blessed alrights.
Just that walking with him can die luhs.
Leg long, WALK SO FAST LUHS ! ><

He took so much money to see doctor luhs.
And reminded us not to tell anyone.
Okays, i tell my blog,
and MY VIEWERS kays. :DDDDDDDD
He suddenly he's approach-able,
if anything i can't tell my parents for hlp,
i can seek hlp from him.
HOW GOOOOOOOOD*

Finally i'm home then.
And my bed is awaiting me lerhs. :X
Hopefully he'll call tonight.
But i knw it's impossible larhs. (:(:(:

^{I've got so many things to ask you,
yet i really don't knw how to say.
I've need your presences,
to tell me everything is real,
not a dream.}

GOOOOOOOODDDDDDBBBBBBYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

DAYS TO DEPARTURE FOR MY WOMAN ; MAYLYNN !
2 DAYS ! ):
I'm gonna miss her many.

2007-06-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

Weets, i love Jin Sha'a voice.
It's so sweet larhs.
Now playing her song, Bu Ke Si Yi ! :DDDD

Wanted to study today derhs,
ended up holding th novel th whole day.
Gees, CLAPS*
I've finished th 2 novels of Shang Gao de Na Chou Xiao Zi.
Specially headed to Hougang Mall to get it luhs.

Forgot to tell Gayan abt it,
but her books is still pending !
I'll go with her to get it derhs. :D
Th novel is so so sweet larhs.
I love reading all these larhs.

But it's way too perfect,
in reality, it's impossible to have barhs.
I want that kinda of boyfriend. :X
RAWHS, FORGET IT.

Well, ytd also went Hougang Point.
It's like 14869034 years since my family go out for dinner.
And i'm so glad abt it luhs. :DDDD
Went to shopped here & there.
Headed home and eyes on novel alr.
Till 2 am ytd then i go for my slp.

Morning my mum shout me up luhs.
Therefore, early morning quarrel with her.
Mum went for visiting @ Simei with my bro,
I choose not to go along. (:
So i have th tyme to finish all my novel.
For studying, it's like totally didn't touched. :X

Suddenly rmb geokleng that msg,
asking me to jiayou in r/s.
==" YOU SHLD BE TH ONE.
Maybe you could really try out with HIM*
F'ing yucky. :XXXXXX

I wanna go out for movie,
anybody wants to treat ? =P
Oh well, tmr gonna meet geokleng,
i shall say MOST PROBABLY.
I'm going for my teebee ~
GOODBYE. (:(:(:

2007-06-08T09:36:00.000+08:00

Back for blog ! :DDDDD
Didn't manage to catch Men in White ytd.
Rather was whole day at Kovan.

Couldn't go out so early,
so met Gayan at about almost 3.30 barhs.
Went for a meal,
stroll to 212 coffeeshop.

Geokleng & Junjie was thr larhs.
I was shocked that Geokleng call me smoke luhs.
Then even call Junjie give me. =="
Th moment she see my cig case,
she started doodling with it alr. =/

Walked to another side to smoke,
Fabian came, then also didn't say hi to us larhs.
Geokleng say we anti-social, IS HE LUHS. :X
Smoke one more then went with them to Superbowl.
Their brothers at thr barhs,
then we played bowling. :D

Th first round was damn funny can.
Could stop laughing,
and Gayan found a person to kick. LOOOOL !
Sec round was a bit boring,
plus geokleng was saying her stuff.
FUCK THAT WHOEVER GUY LA ~ :X

Then another guy came over to disiao larhs.
Always say geokleng,
i forgot his name. =/
Then keep saying us larhs ~
Geokleng is GOOSE !
Gayan is what XIAO GOOSE, before that was another.
Me SOTONG. =="
Couldn't stand him luhs, kept laughing.

Was abt 7 alr, Gayan rushed to meet her parents.
Left Geokleng & me with those guys luhs.
They wanted to slack at mac,
saw Joanne they all at thr too.
Sat outside, smoke smoke smoke ~
That's what they can't stop doing. =/

Joke here & thr while waiting for Denise.
I couldn't stand them talking larhs.
Many intervals, many gonna die.
Then when Denise & Eunice came,
they became so alert luhs. =="
Sat thr talking luhs,
my mood began to sunk.

BUT seriously, i love th nyte out larhs. (:(:(:
I don't even want to go home.
Abt 9 plus, decided to head home.
Geokleng gave me cab fee ~ :DDDDDDDD
Reached home, didn't bother to argue anything.
Just do stuff, and headed to bed.

Cried blahs blahs blahs ~
I don't knw what i'm thinking.
But can someone just tell me everything is true.
Everything is never a lie.
Somehow th feelings might even be fake.
My mind just whirls non-stop.

Even my dad knw my mood is bad.
Don't even dare to ask me anything.
Hahas, this tyme i really sunk my mood too deep barhs.
Gonna meet Geokleng later again,
KKH appt. :S
Goodbye. (:(:(:

Yingting: Hahas, i mean th POC larhs. I didn't catch th movie 1&2 marhs. So i've gonna rent to watch. (:(:
Miregina's closet: LOOOL ! Sure. (:
Jazlyn Evil: This evil always suprise me larhs. And i'm touched seriously. I MISS YOU MANY MANY MANY MANY TOO ! (:(:(:
Zicheng: Alrights, i'll link you asap. :D
Maylynn: LOOOOL ! I'm gonna miss you too larhs. You're leaving so fast luhs ~ ): Come back must msg me kays. (:(:

2007-06-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

Back for blogging ! (:
Well well, skipped skul lessons for today.
I'm kinda sick of lessons alr larhs.
Woke up early in th morning to meet up with gayan.
We planned to watch Pirates of th Caribbean ~ :DDDDDD
Watched @ 10 am ; Vivo ~

Saw Pohseng at 159 bus luhs.
He didn't went for lessons too.
Chatted with him a while & he alighted.
He ton outside & look haggard ! :XXX

Hmms, met with gayan.
Bought th 10am tickets ! :D
walked ard, although many ain't opened. =/
Watched th movie then,
th seats were pretty nice larhs. (:

Comments for th movie :
I like th way they filmed,
everything was so perfect.
I like th song sang by th lil boy,
before he was hung.
I like th stone becoming stone crab,
they were so cute & sweet.
I like th other actors who were so funny,
i rmb one blast th fire & ended up back to th hole.

I like th cuddle monkey many many.
It's like so so so cute luhs,
i wish i had one EXACTLY,
clever & quick ~ (:
I like th way th ship was.
I like th way th sea revolves.
I like th split personality of Jack Sparrow.

But overall, i LOVE Johnny Depp ; Jack Sparrow.
He's smart, funny, lucky etc etc.
He's such a cuddle one whose happy go lucky.
It's really worth watching,
although some parts are quite sad,
cos i hate death.

Th filming is really fantastic alrights.
Next on list, gayan & i would be watching,
Men in White with Geokleng if she can.
And Shrek 3 . :DDDDDD
I love Brad Pitt in Ocean'thirdteen.
Possible, i'll catch that show too. (:

Nothing much to walk,
took train to Hougang.
Return th rented vcds.
I was watching shows these days larhs.
Ytd watched Devil wears Prada & Little Couple.

Headed home after that luhs.
Reserved some books too. (:
At my lift block, i saw this pasting.
I was laughing over it like for mins ? :X
I'm lazy to upload th pic anws.

It was saying :
Dear you, I am looking for pet human.
If you are willingly to be my pet human,
please call me, Mr Ham Ham at 61234567.
One more thing, i love you..

Th paper look like those you would see,
with number, saying they would wanna sell units flat etc.
But this kiddo chng to all these stuffs.
There's still small tear point of th number,
which really states as 6123456.

It really deserve your laugh.
Hahas, that's all then.
I'm so exhausted alr.
Goodbye. (:

Josephine Honey : Hahas, i don't knw either. Just suprised luhs. :D
Jieying Bailei : Okays, i'm not recovered yet luhs. Btw, i'll pay you money when i see you again cans ? Don't understd ask me in msn. (:
Eunice Jie : How i wish you have a tagboard so i can tag you everyday. Gees. Ily.
Yingting : Hahas, thanks. Chat in msn if we're free. (:
Amy Lollipop : Gees, i love my lollipop larhs. I'll tagg you soon. :D
Gayan : LOOOOL ! I love today movieeeee ~
Lina Loe : Alrights. I've re-linked you. (:
Maylynn : Hahas, tell me more abt your trip thr when you come back. Of course you must miss me luhs. Gifts for me toooo ~ :X Your b'day is coming ?

2007-06-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

Well well, chatting with Eunice right now. ;D
I'm so blessed to have such a sweet jie. (:
I'm sharing my probs with her. (:

Online to reserve books larhs.
But ended up, so difficult.
Think i'll have to go over to th counter for hlp.
Gayan does need that too.

Dragged my exhausted body to skul larhs,
i was pissed off th previous nyte.
Over certain stuffs larhs,
I'm super dulans cans !
Want jio, kindly chng your tone luhs.

I was coughing like hell luhs.
Jieying call me to drink water ,
but i didn't larhs.
I appreciate her concern larhs. (:
But i've poured all th water away. :X
My throat is terribly pain. ):

After that, bathe , rushed out.
Met Gayan @ Compass.
Webt to return books etc and went over to Kovan.
Ate at thr, cos i didn't eat th whole day.
Went over to Superbowl after that,
Geokleng say she's not coming back.
Rawhs, i don't wanna elaborate.

Went back to Compass,
Gayan & i decided sth,
Gayan might have forgotten. :X
On our way in th train,
we was laughing at a guy's hair. :X
Ended up th guy beside him keep staring at me.

I was on th fone and he walked up.
Then purposely kept staring at me,
i stared back larhs.
If i wasn't on th fone with my mum,
i'm sure to be some vulgar coming out. =/
Stare what shyte luhs, WAHLAUS.

Stayed at library while waiting for my mum.
Read some novels,
but nth attracted both of us. (:
Ate with my mum with Gayan.
Both of us are super full cans ?!

Went to Cold Storage after that.
Gayan & i was fooling ard larhs.
And my mum & her was speaking Cantonese.
I was trying to learn,
but my prenounce seems very weird larhs. ):

After that headed home luhs.
Saw Pohseng & his stead in th bus.
He looked at me with suprise,
i waved at him only.
Then when alighting,
he say byebye so loudly.
And i smiled back. Hohos. (:

Some photos uploading,
lame ones.
Gayan was cute alrights. (:
Goodbye.

2007-05-31T14:14:00.000+08:00

I'm totally in a bad mood in blogging now.
FUCK EVERYTHING LARHS.

I really hate this kind of life.
WHAT THE HELL OF STUDYING.
I would really wish i'll flunked everything,
without feeling upset or whatever.
By then, i won't be guilty,
and even my perents are going to be disappointed,
I WOULDN'T GIVE IT A DAMN.

So what if one day without studying,
does that proves everything ?!
Fucking pissed off luhs,
if i've really scored badly for O's,
i'll make sure they would scold, nag me,
and i'll stay out at nyte to celebrate it.

They wouldn't even understd me,
say what shyte !
even admiting i'm seeing a psychologist also.
Yea, i'm having mental illness,
is that th answer they want.

I really hate this family now,
thinking abt it,
and seeing th old ppl at th hospital,
i couldn't take it.
I cried out with th embrace of my cousin.
I really thank him for understanding me.

So what this family looks perfect,
all th pressure they are giving ain't small.
I can't even tackle my own prob,
what kinda of thing they want me to accept.

I'm sorry if this post is filled with anger.
I really couldn't take it anymore.
Eventually i might just break down again,
having any depression motion ain't anything. (:
They really can't understd me,
it's like generation gaps mayb.

And things has been happening,
i don't knw what to do.
I feel that everything is really my fault,
i'm really to be blamed.
I rather th one disappearing is me !

Rather seeing my gf in sorrows,
i rather i'll be in their position.
I wouldn't even mind abt it.
And telling ppl not to do this & that,
i'm once again doing it again.
I'm forcing myself to get into this kind of life.

This ain't negative-minded,
rather they are my real thoughts.
Th real environment i'm in.
I'm so admiring Geokleng's life,
whereby she could just go in & out at nyte.
For me, it's impossible.
I wouldn't want myself to be out,
and forever not back.

This tyme it's th 2nd tyme,
i'm not bidding goodbye.

2007-05-29T13:19:00.000+08:00

I'm back ~

Rawhs, what a few days passing.
First of all, i need to do some thanks & apologies.

Thank you many many for those ppl,
who've re-linked me. I LOVE YOU !

I'm sorry for those pending comments,
it's loads so i didn't have th tyme to reply.

So ytd was having O's - MT.
Was kinda okay,
but hopefully i could score well. (:

Rushed off to Kovan after that.
Ate, headed to super bowl thr.
All gfs were thr except yingchin ! ):
Ended up only Geokleng, Gayan, Shiyin & me played.

Denise, Eunice & Yingting didn't play larhs.
RAWHS*
But was having fun, laughter, jokes. <33
Eunice loves me ! ;DDDDDD
She's a cutie toooo ~

Played a few more round,
went arcade.
and i rushed down to Hougang Point.
Met my mum, ate dinner.
Th food was like totally didn't touch luhs.
I don't knw why my mood was so down alr.
So didn't eat anything. ;D

At nyte, Denise phoned me ! (:
We chatted like for a little while ?
She's so cute larhs ~
Her sister then sound so VERBAL VIOLENT larhs ~
Wakakas, shall not elaborate.
After ending call, she msg-ed me.
HOW SWEET CAN SHE BE ! Loves*

After that, Geokleng phoned me.
I was actually crying out ytd nyte. =/
Geokleng talked & talked & cried.
Buey tahan, call DABIAN called in.
Then geokleng left th conversation a while.
And i was like telling dabian.

He also don't knw what to say,
keep asking me, as if i'm him. =="
After that many intervals larhs,
Geokleng joined in th conversation ~ (:

And chatted till morning luhs.
I'm like so out of a sudden so nice,
and i didn't fell aslp.
Now dabian goes to his dreamland ;
geokleng go work ; i believe she's slp-ing ;
and me, to skul for oral. =/

Just came back, and i'm so sleepy.
But at least they are more lousy,
they fall aslp first. (:
I'm waiting for your call,
just one call asking me how am i.
For this call, i waited th whole nyte.

I didn't slp a wink.
I knw it's impossible,
but as a friend, why can't you do so ?!
As how Geokleng said,
i'm kinda stupid or naive barhs.

And of cos to thanks Denise, Geokleng & Fabian(DABIAN).
At least they could accompany me th nyte.
Thanks many many ! (:
I realised sth, dabian didn't speak vulgar,
until geokleng was in th conversation.
DAMN FUNNY CANS ?! :X

Morning, went for bathe.
Wrote a note to Gayan,
i was being really direct,
pls pardon me ~
I'm really at wits ends.
I don't knw what to do seriously.
I can't force cos i no longer has that strength,
and my temper is getting worse again.
And vulgar seems to be all ard my language. :X

Shall reply those tags here.
Goodbye, i'm going for my slp.

Larissa : Thanks pretty. I've re-linked you too. Loves*
Dolce : Thanks Strawberry Ice-cream. Shall tag you sometimes. (:
Josephine : Thanks Honey. Meeting you soon yea. :D
Caine : Thanks. Hmms, Kor, as long as you believe. You can derhs larhs. :D
Andrea : Honey, thanks. Loves*
Jasmine : Sweetiepie ! I love you loads loads. Thanks. Misses*
Joelyn : Xiaokeai, thanks. I love you many too larhs. Yours is nice too larhs. (:
Gayan : Shld be you don't hide from me luhs. Wakakas, i'm sorry if i'm so direct. I really couldn't take it anymore. I was crying while writing this morning. ):
Cassandra : Okays, sure ! (:
Cheryl : Thanks Jie ! I love you loads. (:
Alicia : Okays, i knw lerhs. I won't derhs. :D
Elaine : My precious mei ! (: Thanks & I love you. Meet up soon. (:
Jieying : Thanks. Oh, i've re-host th background. So now shld be able to see barhs. <3
Melanie : Thanks many lover ! :DDD
Liling : Thanks Gorgeous Babe, take care. (:
Geokleng : Thanks very much my dearest old woman ! (:
Juliana : Keai, xie xie ni ohs. I'm missing you larhs.
Brenda : Thanks Sweetie. Shall attend your service when i'm free. Sorry abt it ! ):
Nicholas : LOOOOL ! You're animal what. Btw, how's your oral alr ? Oh, why can't we girls do so ? =P Yea, you've offended many many girls ! RAWHS*
Yanting : Hahas, thanks pretty. Tag you some other tyme. (:
Liyue : LOOOOL ! I did tag marhs ! Didn't i ?!

2007-05-26T13:51:00.001+08:00

I'm so sorry,
i've chng my blog url once again.
Cos th previous one has been having prob,
it's lags so much larhs.
I hope you guys don't mind,
re-link me pls.
Thanks many many. ;DDDDD

Well, finally edited th skin.
Thanks Michelle Nu-er loads loads.
Th blog url, she suggested derhs.
And i love it many many. <3
And th skin was hers too,
just that i edit quite a little. (:
Thanks Nu-er many many ! (:

Finally that Chinese Intensive is over !
And after that went striaght home,
rushed down to Kovan.
Eventually was still late,
Geokleng & Gayan reached first. =="

Went to that particular coffeeshop.
Chatted, saw that DABIAN.
So dao cans ?!
Cannot be a little friendly mehs. =="
Going in & out of th arcade.
Then went for that bowling.

I didn't play, plus i'm going off soon.
So geokleng, gayan, shaoyu, shaoren & hongjie play.
Was cam-whoring larhs,
those guys don't want join in.
RAWHS*
I will upload later. (:

Took cab down to meet my mum.
Then Geokleng & Gayan came down.
They really went to get num from that guy,
whom i say he's so cute larhs.
But eventually i think he's so cold,
and rather goes for looks.

Went arcade to play for a while,
and we all headed back alr.
Chatted with Geokleng luhs.
She's like so sad larhs.
Cheer up, i had a great day ytd.
And monday after O's,
we're going thr again, most probably.

Th thoughts of you really kills me.
RAWHS*
Stop here, my mum is nagging.
I might as well don't take paper on monday.
I would have phobia.
She wants me to do chi paper more.
WTH ~
Goodbye. (: